Crux Point of Experience

add: ether as the structure, fabric of god-head, and a primary feedback relation between them as the main relation of energy and structure: result is Growth as growing, existing universe having more neg-entropy, as the transmutation of the present-infinite-god. sends us into the question of what is beyond experience. firstly makes us delve what is within experience, and what veils the experience. A monistic, holistic attempt, using the concepts potential and actual, in order to explain matter and soul. By not dualizing them. Starting from differentiality, and a touching point between potential and actual. As three difference. and in-between actualization, two ways. Residue potentialities and actualities, ways of sameness.

Monistic and dualistic worldviews all collide at the same point. What is it the most fundamental aspect of our experience? And from where we can arrive? The twofoldness of question strikes: immediacy, and what conditions this immediacy. The attitude of separating experience from its conditions is highly degenerated to the point of philosophers no longer experiencing, only word-exchanging; and scientists no longer studying causes, only crushing simulative-data. The word “condition,” first and foremost, dies, and loses its meaning. For any regeneration and regaining of the experience and of what is beyond, a real living ontology regarding “power,” a levelling of powers, is needed. If everything is resulting from a primary energical contact, every output which we perceive as existing beings, can be thought of as the residue, and residual processes. Without a concept of life and death, and more energical and less energical, every concept and analysis falls apart. Such a schizphrenic attitude cancerously forms degenerating/misgenerating “similar but different” local sciences which have forgotten what it exactly studies at their outset: Stillbirths! This veils the crux point of experience, at which every new-born, every animal, probably even plant and mineral—matter and in a reverse way the most godlike, say, stars and planets—are present at. This is in fact the presence par excellence. Only human, diverges and diverges most, into simulative isolated local fake-environments, losing its presence, its gut feelings. This cancerous mis-generation of sciences is the last stage of civilization, over-seperation to the point that event to be studied is lost in a cancer of mind, further, the cancerous mind studies the image of it, exactly by losing the connection of how the image is imprinted at the first place. It loses the interaction, the interface, the touching point, the surface, hence its depth. Only traces left.

A cancerous love makes the beloved far away from the lover in his pursuit of reaching.

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Animal environment is the starting of what is called human, and it can end at human actions or human though-processes. This is what is ordinary for us. At what is striking to the eye: Mutability strikes first, and the corresponding changes of what is mutable. And some immutability form with first somewhat chaotic and then vortex-like concentric motion of eyes. “One” appears (I will not use “object,” objects are far away from us in a real experience, in a real event). One seperated from the others, from its backgorund, which can form and deform further uniques. Always with a matter, always spirited. If eye seeks differences in “the one” it looks, it can find, but this is not cause the eye lose the tension of first background, onenesses can be nested in experience. Tensions can be bi-valenced, stacked, embedded. And change strikes, always. Not a change imperceptibe or unintelligible, but a change which is significant to the eye or the the mind. Something is worth attended. All experience of oneness is an experience of transmutation and of a significant transmutation. Though one is immutable and mutable at the same time in a unique tension, attention seeks the transmutative route.

What are the transmutables? Some are potentially, some others actually are; which are the products of potentialization and actualization, reducing and sublimating. Naturally, former becomes more perceptible and tangible. The latter more intelligible, invisible. Former can be used by the latter. It exactly burns the matter. Matter can be lost, if there is a process consuming it. Actual processes uses its potentials, when potentials consumed, the actual usage is finished. And the byproducts as the products of transmutation remains. The analogy and the literality of the matter is very close here. At the crux point of experience is an oxidation event, what is potential as the fuel(reductant) and what is actual as the oxidizer. Charge is from the reductant to the oxidizer. And the logical relation of necessary and sufficient conditions are to be exactly matched to fuel and the oxidizer, to potential and to actual. Heraclitean intuition must be of this reality. At the fire of being, Logos burns matter. Logos burns tangible Fire. Sungazers are somewhat right. Red light is what makes one Star-like. And Heraclit is right on that Sun’s being new every day. Heart of experience is both bright, visible and non-visible, and have thrustful and stacked, embedded, Changes. Light is hard to see even if visible-Ligh is matter-like, but to the seeing eye more invisible Light is promised. At the heterogeneous joint fire of existence, Invisible-Fire burns visible-Fire. This is the Logos. This is the logic of experience, of existing. (Both arrow and a triangle. And notice triangle is used to represent signification. And the fire is of triangular, or of tetrahedron.) Mind in a sense, use hot-matter (=energy as the actualization of a potential difference, or energy as vibration) to be maintain its mind-like dynamic status. Arrow of logicality is pointed from the matter-like to mind-like. There is no tangible at the end of the arrow. And this is the crux point. What is pointed at is always more hard to see. It is more subtle (subtle matter is used for hard-to-see matter in esoteric traditions), sublimated. Life is hard to see, but to the seeing eye, more Life is promised.

“The lord whose is the oracle at Delphoi neither utters nor hides his meaning, but shows it by a sign.” Heraclitus, Fragment 93

“Some dogs alertly look at the thing a person is pointing at, other dogs just sniff the pointing finger. ” Ray Peat. https://raypeat.com/articles/articles/cholesterol-longevity.shtml .

“Dogs bark at every one they do not know.” Heraclitus, F 97

Sematic:

“significant, indicative, serving as a sign or warning” (as of danger), 1855, from Greek sēmat-, combining form of sēma (genitive sematos) “sign” (see semantic) + -ic. Used especially in biology, in reference to “warning” colors, etc. (by 1890).
https://www.etymonline.com/word/sematic#etymonline_v_39476


Where there is matter, there is Mind-like processes or Mind. Matter itself is spiritual, exactly because of that it is the beginning of the arrow of the crux. Things transmute energy (energy as actualization of potential difference, energy as charge, or vibration) as matter(sedimentation of plasma), putting energy into concentric motion, thus gains mass(electric cause of gravity). Mind in its most general sense transmute matter, either by producing different matter, or by helding it to become discharged from elsewhere. (This transmutation occurs in all phases for living being: plasma, pneuma, liquid, and solid.) Spooky action at a distance, and mis-concept of a blackhole (and its correct understanding as torus) are quite hard Events to understand for a mechanically-disposed physicist. Sublimatory uniques using reductive uniques is close to Sema using Electricity. Sema being more Fire-like than Fire. Relation of burning, is a model for matter and mind. But, let us not think of Minds internals are more vivid than what is potential at the crux point, because both Matter and Mind close into itself after they are separated, after the fire, the sign, of being lost its eventfulness.

Thus, to be in the event, is not to emphasize their difference and duality. To be at the interface, the exact one relation of the two is important. The former and the latter is different, and exactly that “one” difference is noticed, and not the “two” before the “one difference.” This “one” as the transmutative tension is the puller of the attention. To treat the problemm as the separation of matter and mind, then we lost the touch with the crux point, we will come later from the experience, the event. Event is of before the separation. Attention is always stand at the heart of emanation, of what is beyond to what is ordinarily known. And the attention is the eye-witness of such creation, and is itself to be emanated. Attention can be potentialized and actualized. This is the ultimate matter of Life and Death. But, complete potentialization of it cannot be perceived or thought, cannot be attended, as an impossiblity, it has a tension upon attention.

What attention is, is it potential or actual, apart from its potentialization or actualization? The actuality of actualization, it always actualizes where it looks at, of what is potential before. It must be actual in its extra-ordinary sense. But, all living being in a pareto fashion, passes its life in a trance-like, potentially actual way. Potential in attention is not the potentiality of attention. Potential in attention in a sense, almost everything which can be experienced. Someone curious is curious about the potentials in attention. But in so far as it actualizes its curiosity, it is of the actuality of attention, does so in actual attention. When such an exercise tires the curious, its attention becomes potential. No longer lives in the moment. As if it consumed enough potential value and its combustive process ends, hibernates and starts its residual proceses.

Moment admits spatiotemporality. Here and now, as actual. There and thence, as potential. Actual both spatiotemporally (dimensions of experience) and attentively (what is in dimensions) and locally (as the one’s differentiated from whole as background, eventful ones) encapsulates potential. Within the realm of local, uniques or “one”s (do not understand it as atomic. they are transmutables. Uniques in the sense of one differentiated from all other), those immutables, those differentiables, those flowings; which can persist in dimensions, either in one orin  another, or in both, and subject to change, locomotion, measurement, understanding, imagination, realization, description, utterance, sense; is experienced in two:

E-S interface:

  1. Electric.
  2. Sematic. 

(1) is what scientists call what is measurable through physical means. Or some other call material world. It is called reductant or fuel, above. Realm of matter in its most general sense. It can be the potential for higher processes. It can achieve further form. Whole electric realm is sublimated into semantic. It has meaning. Matter has meaning. From there, it can re-materialize or de-materialize. Matter is constantly created or destroyed within the scope of what is unique in finite experience. The whole dynamism comes from this principle, of charge. And notice, electric is the most hot thing one can imagine, and at the zero point of vibration, even electic sublimates. It transmutes into a Mind. The whole events in the universe, selects infinite zero points as embedded self-aware attentions, and this is the relation between the whole and the soul. The soul as what is most open to the whole, being Here and Now, present. Further, apart from zero points, there are possibly more non-zero points, vectors, as non-self-aware, one-sided-dis-embedded half-attention-likes working between absence and presence—but more on this later. To the question of how many types of attention possible, this must be related with dimensionality(one, two, three. Ibn Arabi’s point-line-cube analogy; Kant’s form of experience and on what conditions; Ouspenskii on the fourth dimension.), but again, this can only be answered with a life-time studying of our experience. Here and Now. Only now, tension of matter and mind seem like a bridge between dimensionalities, remembering the heterogeneity between spatial and temporal. And the contrast between causality as regularity and sequentiality (Hume) and causality as syncronicty. Whole concept of synchronicity (Jung, Bockris) shows this abrupt sequentiality of Here’s and Now’s, but, exact matter of syncronicity and causality will be of another entry.

Nothing is uncharged, and there is not neutral ground in nature. Everything is in flow. Matter is charged, it charges some other, and it is charged by some other. It is constantly created if any sense or experience of stability occurs Here and Now. (1) Electric is what is measurable through electric means. We weigh the mass of the matter. We check temperature, we measure the velocity, and various forces. We measure potential difference. We always measure difference with regard to what is electric. Wave, frequency, vibration aspects are the most powerful. Sequential and scalar ones as more dis-embedded. But always differences are more lively. This potential for further actuality, is always comes in potential differences, which can actualize at the crux point, electric-sematic interface.

Phases of matter are experienced throughout Life. Life itself is a very specific flux between phases. Death is decomposition, explosion-putrefaction into mostly the last stage of matter, solid, earthlike. Even then, complete death is almost impossible, just as there is no neutral ground, energy always goes some other place, some other locality, in dimensions. If dimensions are de-fined; always we have energical deficit or surplus. Plasma, gas, liquid, solid. E-S starts in Plasma and Significance. They are the most energical. The medium is ether, what serves the dimensionality. For us, Here and Now. Electric tetrahedron in etheric dodecahedron. If electric potential difference actualized it attracts attention; and transmutes. It “matters” and “means something.”

The crux point. (2) : Electric is potentially matterlike but actually a Sema, non-matter and matters (both in the sense of making sense and making further matter). It has a meaning in big picture. This relation can be first thought as a representational relation; but this would be like dead matter. More correctly; it is like the internal and encapsulating nature of attention. Electric is encapsulated by an awareness and a value. A positivist would call it a truth value but the primordial value is not univalent. The positivist is not sensitive. The value is always context dependent and “charged.” It is the causal, the powerful, sometimes “forceful.” Sometimes electric cause the sematic, sometimes electric causes the electric, s c the e, s c the s. (Remember the above discussion of necessary and sufficient conditions, the tension between these causalities, it the dynamic heterogeneity of the experience. Causality and logic is causally and logically, self-referentially, or Fractally, connected. And to articulate their connection is to live the Life in the most curious way possible.) Different ways of E-S causality has different awarenesses in their attention. And attention can attend different ways throughout the causation. Think of it as a superposition of two arrows. The logical (above general combustive schema) is from E to S. But the causal can be both ways. And the attention can be of either end. This generativity has further awarenesses, units of consciousness even if it is not self-aware (Leibnitz). A depiction which resembles context independent grammars but actually context dependent:

eSs, eSe, sSe, sSs

eSss -> eSs, esSs -> sSs,

attention being always at the touching point of potential and actual. e to s is actualization; s to e potentialization. de-materialization; re-materialization. Thinking and Perceiving always consumes electricity; may go into system as Sema, may pop up as re-electrization somewhere other than Here and Now. Action, conversely from that reservedness, is re-electrized its proximal environment: To act is to dis-charge electrically, immediately within the scope of that unique energical body, or attention. Neural networks electricized, computes (not in a closed discrete way, but biological way), and dis-charge. A neuron also Perceives, Thinks, and Acts. Dentritic, Implosive, Axonic. Attention or energical body is not different. In fact, all neural processes, and matter states a above (neuron is more than one nutritive states depending on its Platonic solid-like vibratory parametricality superimposed its toroidality; earthlike matter seem it sucks energy in just one state, with just one concentric motion. but crystals and non-crystals are different even in solidity) must have an awareness, eventfulness, even if with not-so-great-embedding.

Back to crux point; e-s is the touching point. From there, materializations, death or dying process of electric and sema continues. System no longer has an interface but parallelity. In its paralel states, system does not have combustion. But rather, parallelist causation. If one looks as post tetrahedral stages, system looks as if dualist.

          Electric-charge-plasma     > gas        > liquid                       >solid

         /

–>e.s

         \ 

          Sema-meaning-sense >question >intuition-induction-concept>deduction-definition

Etheric |  plasma |  pneuma | liquid-structured water | solid-crystal-earthlike

Dodeca | tetra | octa | icosa | hexa 

(Dual relations are to be studied in further entries.)

Thinking in terms of energy, frequency, vibration, (Tesla) the receptive and con-ceptive parts regarding Sema and Electric must be differentiated further, here in other places. For now, sufficiently correctly but not fully correctly,  it can be almost mapped with Thinking and Perceiving faculties. They can be thrusted into reception and action. Action in Sema mostly speaks, utters, sometimes thinks further. Action in Electric, electricizes, either by motion of push and pull of bodies (in macro-scale, it is called gravity, in micro scale it is called love-or-warfare), or by staying at an interface between bodies, steering, “cybernetikos,” governed mostly by “Hand.” Action in Five senses is mostly below the level of after plasma. Plasma is mostly unseen as EMF(invisible part of spectrum used for interfacings between Electric bodies, it the Sema of Electricity) or can be seen as bright light and light brightens the eye melting the differences between seen and seer but creates confusion when transition into more dark environment. Mostly, electric it its lively states is invisible, at least not visible like everyday objects, not visible like solidity. State of gas can be seen if the gas is opaque, but mostly it is translucent, opaqueness admit likeness of solidity. Pneuma, called life-force as ancients, held by living bodies, as their breathing principles. Firstly by stars and planets, after by respiration through living beings, mostly in planets. The living bodies, utilizing plasma and mostly gas, are mostly in a liquid crystalline state, sometimes creating solidity, sometimes liquidity, held in tension. With their oily membranes regulating water inside and outside. Color comes in all phases. Mostly in the solidity, but most dull in solidity, earthlike colors. But plasma is bright and vivid, just as crystalline forms of other phases. Color is the main signalling in the visibles. It signals different forms of Life and Death and various tensions. It is no wonders that Ancients mapped chakras with colors. More on this later. 

Electric body sediments or emanates into solid, separate, discrete, extending bodies. This are is what Gnostics called material world and hence tried to escape from, because of its inertness and seeming dullness. But this is an Electric and Sematic blunder. Because, just as there is a degenerated, emanated, cooled, sedimented, coagulated part in Electric route of the crux, there is the Sematic route for degeneration, emanation, cooling, sedimentation, coagulation. 

After the touching point as actualization (Sematization) and potentialization(Electrification) between potential differences(uniqueness candidates as charge tension) and actual differences(uniqueness candidates as sense tension), system no longer have a touching point. Degeneration as further actualizations (it is in fact, de-actualization, because they pop up as the local system loses energy), happens in two parallel routes. And the sedimented, rigidified part in Sema, turns up as words almost losing their E-S contexts. Thinking is rigidified, unpacked its isolated beginnings and endings, (In circle, beginning and the end is the same.(Heraclitus). In torus, beginning and end is embedded, stacked, dynamic.) it is logicized, and articulated. Articulation of speech does not admit Life, this is completely forgotten by the Gnosticly, or Philosophically inclined. It rather admits slowing down, cooling, ending of the emanation. Here, the colors are grammatical differences. Or the essential, definitive differences. Finitude of Sema and the finitude of the possible “semantic” routes strikes us here. Relations, functions, definitions are sedimented as well. Just as solidified matter is somewhat dead, sematic bodies in this sense are somewhat dead. But in no way, solidity is fully dead. Solid extended bodies, and solid intended bodies, are still have their E-S context, think of a background filamentality, giving them their nutrients, they are charged from outside. Since they are the externalization of the whole within itself as not-whole. They are the part per se. Whole is not its parts, or their sum, but includes them. In two separate attributive aspects, hence, we become dualists if we lose energy.

But, a worse possibility remains. Both electric solidity and sematic solidity, mapped with cube, hexahedron, by ancients; can be de-contextualized. Since it is the part of the whole which can be teared from its background, is transportable, and mutually exclusive. Possibility for context independence opens the possibility for illusion, simulation, cave-like apparential realm. This is what ancients called appearences, It is the mis-contextual, misdirecting, mischarged aspect of solidity. Thus, solidity has two meanings, in-context, out-of-context. Solidity can be created within itself. Think of it as a cube within a cube. Cave. Indoors. Underground. Being far away from the light and fire of being. Shadow being. But this only shows that, if we are to think in dynamic terms, Solidity can admit three: Organicity(not in the sense of difference between modern chemistry and biology, but in the sense of difference between vitalist bio-chemistry and mechanistic)-analog cubism, inorganicity-mechanistic-digital cubism, and the in-between: the point of interface between analog and digital. 

The exact analogy is the ancient problem of squaring the circle. Square is the unit of civilization, coming from geurgic spirit, farmlands are of squares. The surface can be tessellated with squares, more importantly three dimensional space can only be tessellated with cubes and non other Platonic solids, elements. Squaring is thus de-contextualizing, discretizing, exclusivizing. Circle is the non-civilized, without any edges, it is of the infinite, it is the context. As instantiated in surface, or sphere in The symbolism, as a Sematic memento, may be this: 

<image of squaring the circle>

Interfacing shows a transmutative bidirectionality between analog cubism and digital cubism. Square in circle, analog-cubic, may be significant in the same sense that circle in square, digital-cubic, if so, circle is squared. This means, from the context-rigidity, we have exactly one channel, to the context-independent-rigidity. This is exactly what is done in implementing a turing machine. This is important, because most of the problems of civlized security, is related to this interface. “If one dies in the simulative world” in a squaredcircled manner, they might become close to death in an etheric sense as well. But more of that, it is the realm of toxicology. Sometimes what is rigid can kill what is mostly liquid, even if liquid is of more Life than the solid. If it exactly matches the channel, non-living can seem more powerful, and can cause the non-rigid to become rigid. This reversal of power hierarchy, is a form of potentialization, form of rigidification, form of kata-strofe. This occurs in all levels. It is in essence, vulnerability of the spirited. Vulnerability of the living body. Further, it is the possibility for out-of-context-rigidity to be steered from within Life. Life can change the direction of its paths of Death. 

This will bring the matter into “the residue processes.” before the non-residual processes.

When energy flows through the system, it forms its pathways, it is either electric or sematic mostly both. This path-ification, is what generates the form and content distinction. E-S touching point, emanates into its residual paths, and forms a feedback loop. (Vernadsky, Peat. hysteresis of an energetic system). Contextualization and decontextualization will have its second meaning here. Residue potentialities (sedimentation of electric) and actualities (sedimentation of sema) becomes identified. Literally, they lost their differential nature, system starts to work with sameness and identity. Sameness is created through the memory of the system, an hysteresis loop.  But, again, sameness and identity can be de-contextualized. It can work as an obstacle to further energy, if energical routes become ugly, cancerous, and mis-generative. Paths start to work as paradoxically, it either wastes the energy to fall into unnecessary, unjust vortexes or turbulances. Or it slows it down, it shows non-calibrated inertia. Hence, all the degenerative stasis (both in the sense of inner-war, and in the sense of ) of zombie-like states. Both the rigidity of old age, or the rigidity of ignorance, or the rigidity of mis-intelligence shows exactly this structure. Hopefully, if more energy is passed through the system, this is the upwards part (think of the effects of quinone in the mental states of organism); or if the de-contextualized rigidity, i.e. cancer of soul or of body, is pharmalogically washed down, antidoted (think of the effects of anti-serotonergic substances: “mind expanding.” “outside of box”).

These residual processes work as objects. If the primary E-S interface is event-ful, the residuality is object-ful (and hence subject-ful). The left side of the E-S schema is behind the object world. And the right side is where objects are generated, or created. This is exactly a schema of creation, in its full theological sense. Left side etheric, right side chthonic. In the literal sense, Living body has two interfaces, etheric and chthonic, the former is completely vivid, hard to see, but always immediate, energical and significant-sematic–i.e. What an esoteric school may call spiritual. The latter is sedimented, easy to see, but dull, and mediated through energical processes; but works as a ground on which you can step, and which you can use as a stepping stone–i.e. What an esoteric scholl may call material, but the problemacity of this is shown. It is rather, rigidity, solidity, objectivity, externality, exclusivity. To use an Aristotelian term, the realm of secondary potentialities conditioned by prior actualities potentializing, and of secondary actualities conditioned by prior actualities actualizing. They can match, having their context; or they can mis-match. Former works as an acquired skill, working articulation; the latter works as gained non-ignorance working as the obstacle for any further learning, or works as learned-helplessness (the work of Ray Peat exclusively articulates on this, and the relation of it with serotonin, main rigidifier of living body).

 It is quite interesting that the least powerful aspect of reality can become so forceful in its rigidity and mis-residual inertia. But this is the way “things” are. The power degrees of reality are somehow bidirectional, interdependent, just for the dynamism. Possibility of katastrophe and anastrophe. Realm of change, sedimented into the realm of stasis. And their ouroboric relation, Life, as Living Being(in the realm of change), (sourced etherically, from what is beyond this change) may feed from Death, Death as the coagulation of Life. What is left to mind is not to lose their difference and heterogeneities, while studying the forceful relations between them. And knowing Life is always what is encapsulating in the beginning and in the end. It is the exact glue for every separated and externalized being. It is what make what is potential and what is actual close to each. And if anything works the opposite, it is of Death. We live in mostly close to Death in our living periods, being close to Life is energetic and sematic rareness, works in a pareto law. But, if one tries to become close to Life, whole give the feedback as transmuting the one into a star, enhancing the pareto relation to its broad vicinity.

<beyond change,  change,  within change: sameness>
Error of confusing the simulative samenesses with what is beyond change: Human idolatry.

Substance as the background concentric motions, nesting of differentiality creating persistence, exactly related with toroidality and life. – fake substantiality and  essentiality, as confusing the right-side illusory rigidity admitting sameness with the left side’s powerful ethericity and differentiality. History of philosophy and religion and science  is filled with insensitive and irresponsible remarks on confusing exactly this phase-relation. Hence the degenerative idolatry of the degenerative civilization.

Understanding regarding the nature of Life; i.e. the unique in the most peculiar sense, ability to stand in the eye of being, the powerful E-S; is lost by civilization even in its seemingly most fruitful phases. Toroidality is the receptiveness par excellence, it is no wonder both neurons, eye, and all living beings are in the form of torus. It is the law for being the most open part of the whole (straussian, heidegerrian mis-understandings?). Not as an atom, but as the embedding, as the self-sameness. As the golden, or implosive, ratio-nality of self-encapsulation. Only toroid has depth, and has inside and outside differentiated yet in contact. Not the sphere. Sphere is the illusory of the whole within the locality of whole. Any experience of Depth, admits toroidality. Contrast it with un-embedded centrifugality, illusion of depth as the inflating or deflating of ego–extreme activation of HPA axis, dramatism. Contrast with it remembering Dan Winter’s description of zero point energy in many places of his work,  life, matter-creating depth, ability to make the still point within a shared, embedded wave, a unique centripetality, a unique vacuum. (Which may be mainstream confused being a black hole. Not at all. Rather, it is the plasmoid, opposite.)  This centripetality, relation of ratio-s, and the platonic solids, must be articulated in other entries. 

Centrifugal one-layered motion, the derivative of a centrifugal vortex as a non-zero point, as a vector, is derived from three dimensional centrifugal vortex motion. Three dimensional centripetal and centrifugal motion is what is embedded in zero-point formations as the beginning of energy. Non-zero points are derived from them. And all vortex motion is derived from circle, but circle is abstract enough not to be instantiated in three dimensionality, and the sphere does not admit any Life. It is the False representation of God in three dimensionality. (“God as the infinite sphere whose center point is everywhere and whose circumference is no where.” is at all esoteric vicinities where real knowledge is studied, throughout the history of science.) If one projects a hypershere in four dimension to the three dimensionality, one renders a torus. Torus is the candidate for a God. Torus can be further rendered into point-motion as vortex motion, and it can further render cardioid motion and curves.

Un-embedded centrifugality, or an ordinary wave addition, does not admit any Here and There, rather it is a path emanated from a prior locality—it is demonic (Ibn arabi) in the sense of only being of one level, does not have upper and lower fractality, has lower dimensionality. It does not live. But torus always shows and marks its locality, territoriality, just as all living beings. Being in higher dimensionality, at least three, having depth. It is the spirit of Life, and at the same time the spirit of matter. No wonder it is the shape of magnetism, which all existing things have. All toroid feeds from its outside, but at the same time, it creates matter and it ejects energy as beams. (the whole, the infinite, is the sole which is not fed from its outside. Toroid and the whole is interfaced in E-S, in spatiotemporality.) Just the exact pointing of the toroidal attention to some place is “a beam” of the torus, an example is looking. Looking is an exercise, rather exactly it is the non-violent exercise per se, it is a discharge of torus, to be made by E-S it interacts with. Torus mainly interacts with the whole, the other sediments and further phases, works as the appearances, in its last externality, the external parts or the objects works as a veil for closing the E-S touching point.

Especially the human mind, by being the most idolater, wants to be insensitive, forgetful, unthinking, non-acting, and the shifting into the external, sedimented parts is the perfect recipe for non-perception. Humans are prone to live in the cave. Humans are prone to live in the projected object-world of other toroidals, or more unfortunately of  non-toroidal non-eyes (any panoptic perspective is not toroidal but externalized and objectified). Back to digital cubism of actual differences, digital cubism of Sema realm. Here, imagination and communication is reversed. Instead of aiming to touch what it tries to visualize (for imagination) or to sign (for communication), it withdraws it to the pointer itself. If it is done artfully, it can be used for a square-circle situation. But, the energetically poor human mind, mostly breaks and fractures when it tries to commit such an act, and gets lost in its representational and non-communicative cave of words. Cave within a cave. This is perhaps the most ugly form of residuality. Residuality of Perception and Thought in cave-mind and hive-mind as the representations and images, without their E-S, vivid, references. “Thought” as energical thrust remains traces in the mind as medium, after that, the traces and the energical event are confused. Only a cancerous study can emerge from such a state, which is what most academical study is about. This residue is what happens exactly in blind or willful ignorance. Secondary potentiality and secondary actuality serving as an obstacle for E-S interface.

That is why, humans live mostly after the creation. Though creation is multiple, almost infinite, if one lives in such an hive-state, the current creation epoch seems as if solely one and non-changing and the product of the whole, while in fact it is the product of just one toroidality. Confusing the toroidal creation of sedimented objects with god-head’s emanation. – This is the ordinary form of anti-heraclitean thinking. “There is nothing new under the sun.” But remembering Velikovskian science, how can one forget even the place of Earth as a planet can suddenly and electrically change in the matter of decades? Forgetfulness is the ordinary state of Humans inability to live in ultimate Change. Creation in its most vivid sense is from the toroidal–the whole is filled with gods who live in tension between them, residing on electrical and on sematical filaments. A god creates worlds, worlds are always in collision. The god, emanates infinitely, making possible a god, the singular toroidal. Polytheistic sense of Strife, correctly accounted in Velikovsky’s studies.Mythology is the sedimented and externalized, narrated, form of this tension. In this sense, it is actually, energically, real. But in so far as human becomes insensitive to energy, to actuality, to filamental reality of the torus, it reems as fiction. But in another sence, fictionality is the product of two-dimensional imagination, it is in this sense more real than the concrete objects. Toroidal, zero-point, more real than detoroidal, non-zero-point=vectoral. the tension of at least two vectors being more-like toroidal, is more real than what toroidal produces, projects, and sediments/spurts, as concrete three-dimensional objects. (These are the motions but not the phases of being. More on this in Vortex motion entry. )

Contrast the human narrow object-intelligence and non-sensitivity with the animal intelligence and sensitivity: An animal is always sensitive to its surroundings. But the human, in its meta-special liquidity, can switch its differential sensitivity as well. But this de-teritorial, de-essential aspect, can easily sediment into fake superiority of what is called human in a short part of evolution, hence warping the not-so-huge distances between animal and human. Rather, it is important to note that human is always animal, and by staying animal, it will transmute itself into further species, but not by staying human.

Toroidal reality is hard to be sensitive of. Most humans in their lifetime could not achieve any further receptivity other than gut feelings, while in fact they study toroidality in their childhood playing and learning: But, more sad than that,, most human do not have any gut feelings left after centrifugal attacks of private and public civilized humans. Mislabeled as education, in adult times tried to be healed by the most ill psychiatry and psychology. Organism must be re-pulled into toroidality. Possibly sublating the veil of external rigidity of soul, through means of liquidifying the soul.

(The sole recomendation of medical doctors of one has to drink such amount of clear water in a day, in a most contrarian way, solidifies, kills the energetic body, it de-spiritualizes the soul, induces a serotonin cascade, de-structures the living water inside organic liquid crystalline body, hence making it loses its child-like turgor, structure, and prone to HPA axis type centrifugal movement. It kills concentric learning, that is why academic crammings include water poisoning. Eccessive non-mineral water drinking not to thrist induces rigidity, suggestability, algorithmization of thinking and playing, and external control. And the serotonin release uncalibrates one as if the water drinking act purifies their medical reality, it gives uncalibrated and absolutizing thinking. This is in no way a katharsis, but a metastasis. One always need more water in such states, causing dependency, and eventually achieving a chronic sub-acute water poisoning, achieving a wet, slimy, pale, and oedematous appearance. Drink fruit or milk instead, with structure, and minerals, and spirit.)

Yet, this is a matter of constant initiation and re-initiation. This is the Strife in its most general sense.

<< schema of toroidality within the infinite filamentality, from source, neg-entropic life, and entropic death.
? (the One, unknown godhead, infinite in itself,)
> 0. filaments, infinite complex existence, as the totality of neg-entropies, chardinian omegapoint’s.
> 1. two torus: most significant filamentality here. tension in vicinity.
> 2. one torus with charging and discharging fields, its internal hole, and its kundalini beam: two polarities
> 3. torus no charge but with core and shell, self-veiling, and circle-izing: fruit
> 4. circles within circles or circle larger than a square
> 4.|5. squared circle or rosicrucian cross : information theory.
> 5. inside the box: circle within the square. simulation. cave. object world, created by a torus. not by god. entropic infinite-point as no life present, as non-being. Non-being as Thanatic-serotonergic signal, calibrated, non-being as being, or non-calibrated, non-being as non-being.

remember: akhenaton dot circle triangle square or philosopher’s stone
remember: gurdjieffian two triangles as bivalence homogeneous or heterogeneous:
from heterogeneity, enneagram and archetypes regarding shelling the bivalence emerges.
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? > ETHERIC > TENSIVE-SEDITIVE- > NUTRITIVE > GENETIC > ORGANIC > Int > DIGITAL

(0) ETHERIC

Why ether? Why Here and Now? Apart from matter-creation, what is the nature of the creation of Spatio-Temporality, as the medium of toroidal? The simple question can only be answered last. 

(1) TENSIVE

It is clear that, at the crux point of experience, we are re-calibrating the Heraclitean picture into etherical one. At the eye, or at the heart of being, “fire” and “sense”, of life, is intermeshed in its shock-like thrusts and the everchanging vortex movement, embedded and disembedded, having depth and vectoral. The elementality is tetrahedron upon dodecahedron. Living Fire/Sign onto the fabric of the universe. (Remember arrows are triangular, like tetrahedral.) And the implosive, living points, as toroids. But, primacy is in the TENSION, here the law is tension, showing itself as attraction and repulsion. This must not be confused with gravity, because gravity explains it through sedimentations in the system: Upside down causality. Attraction because of mass, reversal of electric understanding. In fact, bodies have mass only because of charge embedding, because of matter-creating power of toroidality. And matter discharging “forcing” (but nonpower) of non-toroidality–repulsion. Spooky action at a distance showing the Godlike’ness of the uniques here. Complete territorial locality shows the animal-like beings of Godlikes. Love and Hate, establishment and war. And the new formings or deformings of toroidality, creating new filamentalities. Always a new contexts for fire and question is re-created. Sublimation and reduction. Transmutation. This is further not exactly about one toroidality. Rather, it is its relation with proximal toroidalities, it is TENSIVE. Daimonic in the sense of it separates itself from its proximal. And it has a boundary to the One. All Living Gods have a proximal boundary to the God above all. And it can endure all colluding and separation. It can endure civil wars, containing the ever possibility of Stasis, Sedition (this will further Sediments rigidified matter, unfortunately).

(2) NUTRITIVE

After the first actualization and the potentialization occurs, we are now in a more “settled down phase.” Mostly pneumatic, between tetrahedron and octahedron. It is about how plasma and gas are related within the toroidal structure of living being. We are dealing with living being more the Life. Life is thrustful and tensive. Living beings are mostly NUTRITIVE. Now, we are not dealing with the changeability of its filamental place. Rather, we accept a filamentality, and study its charge and discharge status. Every God takes its energy from without and give energy to the proximity, it takes, it gives, by doing so, it transmutes. For this, it must be energetically open. For this, it must have its correct toroidal spin: a way to convert outside to inside, and in turn inside to outside: Upwards, and downwards. Earth’s having high energy neutrinos at the South Pole, emanating in the direction of its axis. This is not new or anomalous, clearly every living being is a Reactor, or a Factory (to use Gurdjieff’s term), not in a mechanical but in a transmutative sense. It consumes energy from upwards and transmutes and emits from downwards. Further, it has peripheral local energy. Specially, it also emits as beams, from upwards, and it is charged with a beam from downward. Hence the downsetting of Wilson, or Kundalini awakening. Every part of this movement has ratios. Aura field and the regularities or irregularities also have their ratios. Ancients study this as chakra science. If the ratios or directions are muffled, organism becomes sick. Hence the study of nutritics and hysterics. It is all interdependent. Further, sun systems and social circles resemble each other. Every toroidal proximity can be designed as concentric, but again, remember heliocentric and geocentric problems which one can fall into. But one way or another, this is not changing the reality of auric interfacings  between toroidalities. Either in its correct spin and relaxed attentiveness, or in its hysterical and energy stealing modes. Toroidality, and de-toroidality. Former is implosive and Life-Supporting, of Love. Latter is unembedding, unsewing, rusting, Life-taking, of Hate.  Most of our pneumatics passes in those interactions. Body forming, deforming, and evolving is due to pneumatic vortex relations. And the Sematic counterpart is not Sema per se, but it is Question. Question mark itself, reminds us the motion is related to toroidality, nutritivity. A question can induce insight, a question can be compassionate and Life-Giving. On the contrary, a question can as well be dis-embedding. Here the matter becomes the various motion types of interacting toruses and their respiratory states. Concentrism and eccentrism starts to emerge. Auto-motivation and allo-motivation.

Oxidation and respiration inextricably linked in the Reactor, the Factory, of torus. Just as this, the formulated questions act like breathing in the mind, they are what motivates the mind to further study. For the attention to delve into circular motions around its uniques. Sema as the charge-sense-meaning depth, and the question as the receptacle for inhaling and exhaling, and the further shape, frequency, vibration of breathing. If there is no question, there would not be living being. If there is a mis-question, cutting the torus open, there would be a quickly dying living being, wasting in the process. Charge bleeding and sense bleeding is the degenerative aspects of this phase. From a pneumatic wound, spirit escapes, both electrically and sematically.

(3) GENETIC

Towards residual processes and objectification, toroidality starts to be veiled. An openness to infinitude wanes both for the looking eye and for the seen’s, as if the eye is also veiling its surface sensation, sedimented into pre-givens. Here, the depth of Life gives its place to pre-set originals and their further generations. Think of a torus starting to create a shell around itself, and a core within itself; trying to act like a sphere. It exactly seems like a sphere from the outside. Precisely because of this, a real sphere does not exist in nature, but every being takes the form of a sphere. (This shell-core creation in its literal sense occurs both in stars, planets, and in fruits, as well as all living beings.) Shell-like and chtonic is of almost the same meaning. Shelling is what makes possible any cubic residue to hold on. We are between pneuma and liquid, remembering the beginning of life as a oxidative power pneumatically shaped, found its oily membrane as its shell. First, liquidity becomes the shell for pneuma, then membranes come. Having its outermost membrane, the toroidal separates its inward and outward and can completely isolate its inner world from outside. This will bring the appearance of immunity from outside world, a godlike appearance. And if other spherelike cells are pneumatically less powerful than the one in question, then the genetical process begins. Mimetics and memetics of the generation of toroidality begins. In the sense that a toroidal can start a chainlike phenomena among others, that is, if it can be the center of a concentric wave-like motion, it self perpetuates through others. It lives in others. Until now, we have graph-like relations between toroidality, but now, this is the possibility of tree-like hierarchy. Thus, essentiality. Exactly this processes starts the organic hierarchy of bodies, electrically. Electrically, some processes are more centrifugally important in bodies. And further, in the sense of a stacked vortex movements, this relation brings substance property relation, exactly one changing motion is more pneumatically-vortically enduring than others to the point that outside eye looking at it can say that substance endures.  Or in Sema, insight and intuition have this centripetal power over what changes. Again, form and content relation emerges in this residuality phase. And the foremost, conceptuality emerges, which can be thought as macro Electric and Sematic harmonic relations between micro scale movements of uniques.

Genetics is necessary in the phases, but it is what starts the illusion. Publicity and privacy in toroidality, becomes to be distributed and decontextualized. Exactly this de-contextualization, brings the everyday dualism, externality, object-level-understanding, and most importantly, uni-valence thinking. that is to say, when transitioning from bivalence to univalence, bodies and ideas are started to be compared with regard to one given criteria; it is as if some bodiese become the paradigm for other bodies. and formality and paradigmality, originality, veils itself from within the system, shows as if from without. Transcendence emerges, comcomitantly with the shelling and oblivion of the toroidal. Bivalence which is inherent in all hot life, i.e. all directions having at least two, and actually infinite, non-zero vectoralities; and which is always in a context, started to become unfolded to its two counterparts, and one part becomes object-level, and other is lost within a shadow realm. And only one non-zero valence, started to act like the criteria. This is the start of Paranoid-Schizoid thinking: a vine has always curved motion, in a tension of multiple, at least two, non-zero directionality when growing, due to the necessary motion of the relevant star and relevant planet, of a light and of a soil; if it is under light and rooted in soil. But, if one isolates the growing vine from its light and soil; then one can inspect all its branches and root-branches under perfect univalent hierarchy; but this comes with a price, the price of losing the etheric, the vivid. All paranoid-schizoid works in a dualist fashion by seperating what is most, from more or less. This brings organicity and human realm, a possibility for filtering membranes, according to parameters: a possibility for articulation, and for boundaries to become isolated from what is bounded. Most of PS part works as a byproduct, relating that we are still in a non-solid realm, but only having to give the possbility of mimetics and genetics. genes and memes, while being distributed from one body to another, works as unchanging and comparable bodies. We are not yet in the realm of complete PS. We have still roots in soil, but, the isolatability criteria is given.

(4) ORGANIC

Between the liquid and the solid, organic body of the living resides. This is the part for the permeability and semipermeability of the cellular stages. After a form content relation and the living substantiality is formed, further articulation regarding tissue and membranes, variety of difference in intensity, brings forth liquid-liquid and liquid-solid relations within the body. Being oil-like and water-like, or polarity becomes important. For the Sema, mostly we are in the realm of logical flows between sematic, semantic components of sensible parts, we are in the grammar. Loose or strict definitions. Relations between names, definiton, essentialities, logical relations, being able to be isolated from their uttered contexts.  And working as living by themselves.

… <to be articulated>

(4) | (5). square circle and the chtonic surface.

Discretization and digitalization.

(5) MECHANIC-DIGITAL

After the discretization occurs. Realm of opinions, no form content thinking, only with a shallow univalence and hidden-governing PS. Let alone the etheric or tensive or nutritive context; genetic and organic contexts are also lost in translation. To the point that any discussion on the existence of any context itself is subjected to de-contextualization as a threat to mass or private hypnosis. That is to say, hypnoic mis and displacement of electrical power and sematic power cannot be discussed and every object must be treated as if in itself. While inf fact translation to digitality always comes with an angle of dis- and mis-placements. (This angle is an absent residue of resiualization processes. Only a forensic etherical investigation can found this, as the real error in externalization, toroidal genesis, world-within-world (or cave/simulation/”matrix”) forming.) The trance-like hypnotic state (Gurdjieff, Roy Masters) of all people, either falling into public PS of their sect, or living into PS shared space of their private sects. Hypnosis governs all, in either a state of minor depression or hypomania. The former is of the casuality of the city, its occupations, professionalisms and everyday polemicism. The latter is of the manipulativity of the city or of the local cult, it is breadcrumbed by manipulative energetic-regulators veiled as saviours. Hypomanicity is opinionated by the regulators; the dosage musst be controlled in such a pharmakon forming act. By making the mass forgetful to those two: (a) Medicine in various dosages can be turned into posion. (b) medicine and nutrient is different. (c) nutritivity and regeneration is not possible, hence one must completely embrace the given medicine as absolute pharmakon. The latter hypnotics is what forms the authority, and always fuel and control the energetic vortex motion in civilized bodies in city or in private groups. This is why city needs entertainment, which is in fact entrainment and acousmatics-musics, to use a Neuro Linguistic Programming and Pythagorean or a Platonic term.

The latter hypomanics (and not minor depresiveness) is a much more violent hypnosis, and mostly called “gaslightling” or “cult formation” by the former, because it mostly destructs ego functions of the individual organism by inflating and estaticizing the ego, contary to public minor-depressive PS which is exactly designed to maintain the organic ego functions of various occupations which exist in a city simultaneously, while allowing the private world of professionals is maintained somewhat more smoothly and less rigidly. Private PS in a city is the mirror image of public PS. And must be in the city in a correct ratio–The cybernetic forcing of minor depressive forces over hypomanic forces must be called regulation of “controlled opposition,” which must include intricate cybernetic intermeshing of various PS creators and skilled degeneratives whom most would call psychopaths. This dual forcing between degenerative forces veils the real war between what is etherically transmutative and chtonic representatives of absolute transmutation. Hypomanics and minor-depressives both create each other, and this exact feedback relation itself globally showing the “sickness” of the residual established body.

(Forensically, can show what went wrong in the regenerative act of establisment, establishment as a process and not residue.) (And please be careful, every regenerative can fall into such degenerative forcing battle, since every zero-point can be bled to the point of degenerative inflation and to the point of losing the etheric calibration. This is what happens to most sovereign canditates having decent insight but eventually losing their ethericity through various stressing factors throughout their publicity.)

The filters created by both act like a narrowing-filter for vision, only some objects, rigid and solid, can be seen. Possibility of new object formation, or even seeing an object’s morphic structure is impossible. Depth in the surface of vision is lost. All objects and the corresponding subjects are pre-determined, sedimented, coagulated. Only think left is do commit the triggered and algorithmized centrifugal motion as the local technics, or the local drama of public and private PS. And this is why, anti-depressants, hence serotonin, always fuels the public and private establishments, by enforcing the veil over all other more-energetic phases, and by maintaining minor-depressive states preventing them being fall into complete depression and bounce back as uncontrollable manics. Mostly, minor-depressive takes the burden of ego-function for the regulators-hypomanics, both public and private. In some sense, city can only be mechanically maintained by the elbow grease and constant plumbing-maintenance of professionals-technicians; intermittenttly fueled by a manic content, in their home when their plumbing work is done. this relation is a degenerative caricature of shamans communicating with ancestors, gods, spirits. Shamans sensitive to infinitude are mostly outnumbered by hypomanics as the savior-opposition, which are regulatively veiled by hypomanics as elite, which are veiled by the forcing and imperfect motion sedimenting of all minor-depressive processes together. And system in its various doxic chambers hold in tension various discordant parts distant enough so that no global explosion as an existential threat to “estanblished-machine” can occur. This works although no all-encompassing cybernetic power existent (assuming the contrary is to fall into error of monopolizing all forces, and hence confusing power with force, and projecting forces as an absolute one frind or enemy.) This works through the tensive stability of various forcing vectors, and this is mostly veiled by PS-thinking, monopolizing friend and enemies within the all echo-chambers circles of the city-body.

Do not confuse a real transmutative and creative esotericism with an hypomania-regulating-authoritarianism. A real school is not scholastic. It is not hyperverbal, but experiential. Always works in tension and in interfacing and in touch, not in word. A real meaning and electricity, hence daimonics and ethics, of a possible esotericism must be determined here. Real power of real knowledge, always is Grown in a springs of existences and not it the mainstream, within mostly child-like thinking, and conserving what is most sensitive to outside forcings. It has fractality and embedding, forceful Decays will over-excite it hence spoil it. Child-like thinking and playing cannot be forcefully spoiled. High metabolism, which is the only metabolism which can study the minute differentials of life as Growth and Decay, must be conserved by all means, no matter what is needed. This would be in two channels: Nutritive and tensive. By regulating correct charge into correct place. Seeding correct soil with correct initial conditions. This conservation and conversation itself works with Growth and Decay, and must always be on the side of further Growth; by constantly calibrating on where the Decayed lies within or without.

… <to be articulated>

Most people are in the realm of (5), in the most degenerative part of it, working only in possession, opinionated but does not know how opinions formed from torus to the digitality. Complete loss regarding states/phases of matter and spirit, loss of elementality, and forgetfulness of the toroidal, electric and sematic, or who they really are. Falling into false-self conceptions, privately or publicly created, injected, entrained from without.

Esoteric tradition emphasizes initiation and not to give sensitive information to the non-initiated. They are both right, and wrong. Initiation is always possible and not a discrete process. In fact, childs are almost initiated, remembering, without de-toroidal wounds upsetted constantly. But, initiation is from the upset and catabolic and insensitive adult position into the next and energetic version of oneself. In that sense, initiation may be of a life thing, and have its discrete turning points, and cannot easily induced externally and uncarefully. The real knowledge by all means must be preserved in safe places. And any stepping stone, is of value, and again, must be shown to others, phase by phase. Not just at once. Both electrically and sematically,the  individual must be challenged and not be manually fed. Start from what is most rigid, since this is what veils the soul. Start from serotonin, via Peat, what is the rigidifier of Soul.

End in E-S. But, this not a real end, rather, the real life starts Here and Now, in E-S. All other is the veiling of toroidality, nutritivity, tension, and ethericity. Real life starts here, to ask the most intriguing “Why?” Why Here and Now, I am? This, along with the energetic thrusts of E-S, i.e. staying and living in Change, is hard to endure. But, if soul can stand still in the beauty and brutality of the fire of being, eye of being, the sign; if it can achieve to embed by being in the correct place, Here&Now, with a correct attitude, to encapsulate its pain, charge and sense bleeding, then, it does not delve into Death, but discovers the further Life in question. High energy, in that way, does not burn the living body, contrary to it, high energy sublimates the living body. With a pure sense, and pure heart. This is what heals, and this is what opens the possibility of new toroidality, new life. This comes in both pleasure and pain, in its new forms. And this is what exactly we call Courage, or “Daring to Truth,” to use an “enlightenment” term. And in contrary, impure heart and disembedding, make one’s energical body is a fuel for external sublimating processes: The body literally burns up if it does not achieve to find the way “to embed,” in the correct place, when the new fire of being comes. “Wasting to the bone.” This process exactly occurs both in species level de-toxification and immunization, and in public or private matters of human life. (Macro scale of such phenomena is no different than a catastrophist mega-fauna extinction with a solar flare (an extremely hot visible-fire) and/or a pole shift (sudden eccentricity of the toroidal taxis). Or than a mythical-spiritual depiction of a dimensional change.) In that option of burning of the body and of the mind, toroidality is still existent. But it is not the toroidality of Here and Now, but There and Thence. Center of Energical body and center of torus is not coinciding but only juxtaposed. So not a zero point, but a Vector-like force, de-energy, non-zero point. SO the Vector emerges. Forceful. External locus is in its motion, an imperfect motion. This is the case of not being able to be correctly present at the wake of the current E-S. In accordance to the Natural combustion, body is pierced, “spirit” flies away, to some other place. This Life becomes the matter for another distant Life. Life continues, but with fewer bodies. (Ray Peat) Fewer, exactly because of matter-pulling and matter-creating embedding is lost. Both literal Death, and metaphorical Death occurs in this way. Remember alchemical Putrefactio, or Nigredo. But, Hope is the most enacapsulating. And new toroidality always comes after a destruction, either this Now, or one of the other Now’s. Re-generative law is the one above all. And the etherization of the body’s liquid matter (Steiner) is the aim for further Life. Starting with anti-serotonin=anti-solidity, continuing with implosive-centripetal nutritive interventions=ethericity->plasmicity->pneumaticity: Electron acceptability=charge capacity=toroidality of body must be enhanced: through full spectrum incandescent red light, CO2, calcium, thyroid, progesterone, quinones(vitamin koagulation and menaquinones as charge acceptors of bones&tissues, cascara as the charge accepting for intestine), copper, fructose, glucose oxidation, saturated fats (Peat).

Two important things to further research into this blogs are the above paragraphs. Un-calibrated solidity act like cancerous emanation diverged from the infinite even if it comes from it. It acts like a False representation of God, so to speak with the gnostic term per se. False Ground blocks the way to what is Etheric, to what is Energical. A downward block to the what is infinite. (This is exactly why Stars have mega-flares succesfully sweeps all chtonic residuality in planets. This acts like a filter, evaluating who has etheric intelligence and hence is a candidate for next generation of organisms. Spore-like formations of knowledge can persist biggest catastrophes, this is the aim of real science. Knowledge as a meta-toroidal meta-biological structure will be finely attended in future entries.) Similarly, Attention always is fed by the etheric energy. If the etheric “acceptors” are poor materially, if attention cannot receive its “primary matter,” both in its most “literal”, most “etheric”, and most scholastic sense; then the organism de-tunes from the infinite source. The importance of Ray Peat is vital here, anti-serotonergical substances exactly dissolves the uncalibrated residual solidity. And the pro-respiratory bio-energetic ones exactly the ones accepts the etheric energy. Latter is the Upward part. The former is the Downward. The enablings of which is experienced through the correct spins in the vortex movement of Chakras of the Toroid. The toroidal spin is corrected, from Up to Down. This two give the hope and a responsibility to us to regenerate. This responsibility is not only Nutritive but also Tensive.

This is a two-sided strategy to be sensitive, to be thoughtful, to stay growing, and to stay grounded. Exactly by studying the Pathos of Life. (Theosophist school may not be wrong when ascertaining the three faculties as Head, Hand and Heart. Here is almost the same: Sematic, Electric, Pathetic. The last seems to be related to the alignment of the two. Words and Deeds. This intricate relation of the last with the former two is to be investigated later.) Unfortunately,and fortunately, Pathos comes both in its positivity and negativity. But remember that the Positive always encapsulates the Negative. This is the principle which always arises in one guise or another at the beginnings of Philosophy, e.g. Ancient beginnings or phenomenological “Meditations,” or at the re-energizings of Science, as if it is the regenerator of a sick tradition, or the suspender of natural attitude. There is a vivid “place” which all beings, even and foremost, the Falsity (or say Non-Being), is Given as encapsulated by the Truth, as “in” True. This is the tapping and the tuning into the infinite source, of what is finite. This is to be in touch with Infinite, even if the Attentive Organism itself is finite. It has an Etheric Boundary to the Unbounded, Attention, filtered Electric and Sematic, just because it is the Toroidal, being one among infinite Gods. First filamentally in the general sense, then mentally and matterly filamentally in the local senses, connected to the God above all. Always Here and Now. Present and not admitting Death. That is to say, in no way can it be destroyed by any, other than the infinite itself.

And it is important to note that, here, not just the words but to the energetics itself must point to the infinite source, in contrary to almost all philosophical scholasticism and hyperverbalism. Demonstration always is not verbal but Electric and Sematic. It is not a deduction but a discovery, and induction; an internalization of a new insight, calibrating Hand and Head, thus of Heart. (The movement is no different then the psychoanalytic Insight. the movement of discovery is not diffent than “healing.”) Discovery always is about the feeling, at the interface with the infinite. It comes from experimentation and self-experimentation and not from discourse or from instruction. Both from electric experimentation and sematic experimentation, subjecting one’s self to higher energies and higher meanings through literal Fire and Question. And to the intricate bi-directional causality between the two. Sometimes the Fire ignites a Question, some other times the Question ignites a Fire. (And the causality needs its own place in the future entries.) Study of truth cannot be separated by study of metabolism. A school can and must study its own metabolism and its own toroidality, then its filamentality, or else, it becomes “scholastic.” And hyperverbalism or over-discretizing attitude itself is prone to two-sided error depicted above, of Upward and Downward. Unless the scientist study its own self, their organism becomes veiled from Etheric, Tensive, Nutritive, and mostly from Genetic phases, because they lose themselves and lose their Change with respect to themselves, lacking Self-Knowledge, on how the exact structure, or the exact terminology, is gained its electricity and its meaning. This is a perfect recipe for a Self-absorbed science hence non-science. Non-science can only study sedimentations of the Vortical Change as the samenesses. Non-science cannot be present at he thrustfulness of Vortex movement. It is not intelligent and powerful enough to stay in the realm of Change. Hence possiblity of a self-change, rejuvenation, is lost, there no new Event or Process in the whole, only objects and results.

Thus any initiation, if any, works backwards, from Digital, to Organic, to Genetic, only after the experience of those, to the Toroidal and to the Tensive. And it is always of vortically moved, always thrusted into re-initiation moments, always lost in the course of life, and re-gained through Upward and Downward interventions. Do not lose your spirit. Spirit can escape anytime from the de-toroidal punctures in energical body, i.e. from the wounded-inflamed body; if seemingly “awake” (but mostly hypnotic, if not psychotic) time is passed “detuned.” If unfruitful catabolism is inevitable, sleep, form spores, hibernate, chant, but do not be uncontrollably exposed to uncalibrating centrifugality. Be aware of what you permit yourself to be exposed of, be aware of your E-S content regarding Here and Now, be careful where you look at, be careful what you visualize-imagine. The need for sleep and for dream, of all organisms including planets and stars, is exactly this. Ray Peat calls this “protective inhibition.” More on awake-dreaming or lucid-dreaming or sleep as internal control (in contrast to hypnotic entrained states which is induced by external locus of control) later in further entries.

Real Science is pathetic. But, do not underestimate the pure pleasures of Life, seeing and feeling the pure Electrics, and looking at the pure Signs, of Life. Vivid, colorful. Mostly Living is cheerful. Some other critical times, one has to bear ones own core Agony, but only the most significant Agony, not all, in order to grow. It must be “yours.” In both, the embedding of vortical energy must be preserved in a tensive way, i.e. in a tension. Either through known, or unknown embeddings, known or unknown toroidalities whose center points are exactly here and now. Or else, the living in question explodes, hence become dead. Most what is called science nowadays is dead and post-apocalyptic, in an isolated way. In their isolated containers, decayed and expired: not able to study its own projections, its own objects, i.e. its own explosion.

Growth, as the most akin to Truth (Peat, citing Reich, in Generative Energy), works by regenerating and by embedding all wounds in its proximity and locality, even the Decay (Falsity or Fragmentation or Disembedding) itself.

And there is no upper limit to energize.

<vortexes toward each other>

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